I hate how today and yesterday feel like they're weeks apart. I keep thinking "oh yeah, the other day when I was...-oh wait, that was LAST NIGHT." I went to bed really content. I was okay with everything--more than okay--for the first time in quite a long time. Then when I woke up this morning it was all different. I felt close to miserable. The world seemed to have changed in my dreams. You know how sometimes your dreams make you feel better when they remind you what you really care about or are more uncensored in regards to your feelings? Well, last night it was the complete opposite. I regretted ever having gone to sleep. So I rolled over, grabbed onto my new big purple body pillow, and tried to sleep off those dreams. The rest of the day I felt mediocre...things were chill and I didn't do anything important or that would change my mood. Suddenly sometime tonight I just plunged again. It's stressful, really. I feel like it's going around.
I don't really like this post and wouldn't post it except that I haven't posted in a few days and should I suppose. Besides, two people read this. maybe.
I wish people appreciated their lives more. and were appreciated more themselves.
2 comments:
but i still think the picnic was good. i mean, i think it reminded us how good life CAN be
stress, yes. i mean, eh. vote no on stress. but yes it is there. we'll wait it out.
i appreciate you
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